12/10/26
What I wanted to say
tumne kha tha ki krish mai agar overethink krlu kbhi
kbhi to tum mujhe overexplain nhi kr skte maine burgers
niks me vhi kiya saturday ko and agar aj mujhe jrurat
thi us explanation ki to krish mai 4 mahine se sirf tumhe
yhi prove kr rhi hu ki mai loyal hu, trust me, chlo hum
to the hi raavan apko ram mil jae
And then, today...
i love you and i really thought today too that mai nhi
reh skta uske bina vo bhi nhi reh paegi and after just
2 min i get to see, she followed every guy whom she
unfollowed when i said ki i don't believe in naam ke
bhai bhen and she said ok i got you its enough and
after seeing this,
Questions I can't stop asking
and after seeing that i was so in like shock,regret,realisation
shyd i was never enough for her ,agr maine use vo sab diya
hota to shyd usse jrurat hi nhi pdti in chicho ko insaan
thodi glt ya shi hota h ,haalat situation glt ya shi hote h ,
jab situation shi thi tb she was so in love that even talking
to other guy feel like just i can't ever imagine and seeing
you too with anyone will be worse that i will die instead
and after all this happened i am questioning haalat glt the?
pyar glt tha?pyar krne ka tarika glt tha?ya mai hi glt tha?
kyuki mai just vaisa hi treatment expect kr rha tha jo mai
de rha tha or jab vo mujhe nhi mila mera behaviour change
hua and suddenly love was gone by her for me ,
13/10/26
So many questions but answers are of none
I am just void of myself now, khali ho chuka hu andar se,
ek naye seher aa to gya hu, tumhe kaise peeche chor du,
bilkul man nhi lg rha.
Whoever reading this, if you have some similar situation
before you make the decision to leave, just remember all
the moments you were happy together spending together,
all the promises made, and why did you begin this.
And remember this always: if the reason for your breakup
or getting apart was not cheating or he/she slapped you,
you should never let them go.
There will be a void.
And must be thinking ki why do you want to leave her?
Firstly, i don't want to, kbhi nhi chahta tha. But my whole
point was to make her happy, make her life easy, and if
i am not able to do this, i am making her cry every day,
then am i the right person for her?
Hope my absence will give you the peace, my love couldn't.